I Hate You

I hate you , I hate you, I hate you……I just can’t help it

I hate you, cos you have this effect on me

I feel like a love stuck puppy, every time I see you

That’s one reason I (should) hate you

When I see you picture or see you live online

I get butterflies in my stomach, It’s like a fever that just gets over me

My mind stop to function, and I stutter even in my chain of thoughts

I want to poke you to get your attention, That’s the second reason I hate you

I get a weakness that renders me useless, something like a stroke

I mean, I’m too old for those kind of games

Those games should be reserved for school kids, and not for me

It takes all my reserves to stop making a nuisance of myself begging for your attention

Another reason to hate you more

Thing is, I know I’m not supposed to be having feelings for you

As I promised those feelings to someone else.

And you probably reserved yours for someone other dude

But when I’m with the one, you picture is all I see

You all I want, And for that, I hate you

When I see you smile my direction, it’s like the sun shines on only me

When I get to see you on those odd occasions, my life is complete

It’s like everything that was missing finally come together

It's feels so right, even though I know its wrong, to feel that way

And why should I not hate you even more

Because, deep down I know, I can never have you

For all I know, all I will ever have from you is friendship

When all I want is to discover another planet, move there with you

To start our own family, far away from everything

Now tell me you understand, why I hate you so much.
That all because I really, really, really love you.